Sometimes I wish I could change the way I do things, like how I get easily stressed over the slightest of things or how I'd ALWAYS wait for someone to come up to me to start a conversation rather than me taking the initiative. This includes not telling a friend I was too tired to play a game of StarCraft last night.
I know if I keep this up long enough I'd probably never get far in life. Speaking of which, I still haven't a clue of what I really want to do with my life.
Oh balls, another weekend gone in a flash. Friday was pretty fun, Saturday was alright and as usual Sunday is extremely painful to live through. Well, I'll be gone for another two weeks or so. Time to fold my smart four I guess.
When skies are cloudy and gray,
They're only gray for a day,
So wrap your troubles in dreams,
And dream your troubles away.
Until that sunshine peeps thru,
There's only one thing to do,
Just wrap your troubles in dreams,
And dream your troubles away.
Your castles may tumble,
That's Fate after all,
Life's really funny that way.
No use to grumble,
Just smile as they fall,
Weren't you King for a day?
Say!
Just remember that sunshine
Always follows the rain,
So wrap your troubles in dreams,
And dream your troubles away.
Damn it!!! I don't want to go to Tekong for 8 days. Sure its fun, concealing yourself in the jungle, crawling through all that mud or creeping through the jungle in the dark, but sleeping in a tent on a slope where rainwater WILL flow through and most likely wash you away with all the damn insects ... FOR 8 BLOODY DAYS! ARGHH! The lack of light at night, the horrible rations, the lack of any form of fluid showers to clean ourselves, no contact with the outside world at all...
I really want to stay in the commando unit and get that red beret but right now I don't know if I've got the mental stamina to get through. Bah! Bloody stressed and tired. Hopefully Tekong's terrain would be more tollerable than Marsiling's... please? =(
Reliable Realists are down-to-earth and responsible-minded. They are
precise, reserved and demanding. Their most prominent quality is
reliability and they will always make every effort to keep any promise
given. Reliable Realists are more quiet and serious persons, they do
not talk a lot but they are good listeners. They sometimes seem
reserved and distant to outsiders although they often have a great deal
of wit and esprit. Their strong points are thoroughness, a marked sense
of justice, doggedness bordering on pigheadedness and a pragmatic,
vigorous and purposeful manner. Reliable Realists do not dither about
if something has to be done. They do what is necessary without wasting
words.
This
personality type not only expects a lot of himself but also of others.
Once Reliable Realists have set their mind on something, it is
difficult to persuade them otherwise. They do not like to leave
anything to chance. Planning means safety to Reliable Realists, as well
as order and discipline. They have no problem respecting authorities
and hierarchies but do not like to delegate tasks. They are certain
that others would not deal with them as conscientiously as they do. In
management positions, they are very task-oriented - they make sure that
things are well done; however, they do not have a great deal of
interest in personal contacts at work.
In relationships too,
Reliable Realists are reliability itself. As partners, they are
faithful and consistent, well-balanced and sensible. Security and
stability are very important to them. They have little time for
extravagances and flightiness. Whoever has them as friend or partner
can rely on them for a lifetime. However, it takes quite a while for
Reliable Realists to enter into a relationship or friendship. They have
little need for social contacts; they therefore take great care when
choosing partners and friends and limit themselves to a small but
exclusive circle which meets their high demands. They tend to show
their closeness to people who are important to them by deeds - their
partner should rather not expect romantic declarations of love.
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
"You are Brown Monkey, who has the natural instinct for wit.
This instinct helps you catch what's happening in the world.
It will act as a driving force to make your dreams come true.
As you get older your instinct will further sharpen up.
Your spirit of "give and take" would make you effectively and efficiently carry out duties.
You are a person of cool efficiency.
You are good at everything you do, and can master things fast.
You can also adapt quickly to changing circumstances, and your attitude is confident.
Nevertheless, if that power becomes too strong, people may feel fearful.
Try to be modest, and it is sometimes important to slow down as well.
You value obligation, and never forget those who had helped you.
Paying back those will lead you to greater success.
From the early age, you tend to try hard to be the top of everything,
but because you can be little timid, you would do better as number two.
You can be extremely successful at competitions, but lack preciseness and persistence.
Hasty conclusions may lead to failures.
You are good at organizing and using people.
You would be successful as an entrepreneur.
Your leadership ability will influence your success too."
Army's been pretty good I guess (just that I can't stand being away from home for more than 10 days), I would blog more about it but right now I just want to relax. Sayonara Mes Amigos and God bless!
I just can't say it enough! I AM REALLY GOING TO MISS EVERYONE DEARLY (except a certain FYP group member, I hate his guts!). If you have anything to say please give me a call sometime TODAY (while I can still use my camera phone)! I doubt I'll be very free over the next few days/weeks/months/years(??).
Ang Ru: You'd better treat us to Monster Mash... IF it's opened that is! ASS!!!
Andrea + Liesl: Don't play TOO much WoW!!! =P
Donna: Have fun in Japan! T_______T
Eli: Don't be a pervert! The image of that nude old woman you sent me is still burnt into my retinas!
Kartina: May your endless supply of killer potatos live long long!
Kenneth: Don't be so tense... baby! Accept your FATE.
King: Don't be a bast- Hahaha... nevermind.
Namita: Keep on dancing! Oh.. and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! I don't care if I've already wished you!
Nicole: Haha, yes cousin! MISS ME!!! I will be back soon enough, don't worry.
Nintendo Wii: I won't forget you! I love you! <3
Zi Shen: You will never be zserious, you fail.
Zhong Qi: DON'T YOU DARE TAUNT ME WHILE I'M IN CAMP!!! YOU ASSHOLE!!!
If I forgot you... please don't kill me!
THANK YOU AND TAKE CARE!!!
FOR HONOUR AND GLORY!!!
LOCKED AND LOADED!!!
ITS TIME FOR REVENGE!!!
LETS ATTACK AGGRESSIVELY!!!
"See you on the other side, if not on this earth, then in the next world."
I always thought my taste in music was pretty restricted, guess I was wrong.If you have an active Last.fm account, you can get your Musickum Index here.
O Lord my God, When I in awesome wonder, Consider all the worlds Thy Hands have made; I see the stars, I hear the rolling thunder, Thy power throughout the universe displayed.
Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee, How great Thou art, How great Thou art. Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee, How great Thou art, How great Thou art!
When through the woods, and forest glades I wander, And hear the birds sing sweetly in the trees. When I look down, from lofty mountain grandeur And see the brook, and feel the gentle breeze.
Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee, How great Thou art, How great Thou art. Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee, How great Thou art, How great Thou art!
And when I think, that God, His Son not sparing; Sent Him to die, I scarce can take it in; That on the Cross, my burden gladly bearing, He bled and died to take away my sin.
Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee, How great Thou art, How great Thou art. Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee, How great Thou art, How great Thou art!
When Christ shall come, with shout of acclamation, And take me home, what joy shall fill my heart. Then I shall bow, in humble adoration, And then proclaim: "My God, how great Thou art!"
Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee, How great Thou art, How great Thou art. Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee, How great Thou art, How great Thou art!
Ah crap, I've caught myself singing this song over the past few days (yes, sometimes I don't know what I'm doing). Must mean I'm really in desperate need for His help and guidance.
I'm running out of ideas of what I want to put on this blog before it finally terminates on the 11th of July. I might continue blogging on the weekends, if I'm in the mood.
Oh lordle, to think I had so much time left before. I'm going to dread taking that morning train/bus to Pasir Ris this coming Friday, especially with my mum and my younger brother (BASKET!!! CAN PONTENG SCHOOL!!!) tagging along to see me off.
All this talk of booking in is rather depressing, THIS CALLS FOR A LIST OF...
Things to get with NS Pay:
- NDS Lite + EDGE flash cart - Chrono Trigger DS - Sub back to WoW (even though I can only play for less than 2 days a week =__=) - Get another Gamecube controller - Upgrade my computer - New speakers for my computer - New bed - X-Box 360 - HD TV - Seven Samurai original DVD - Visit to Yokohama - MP3 player - Laptop - PS3/PSP (very, very, very unlikely)
